Friday, 4 November 2011

the day it started

well as you know i'm never on this thing but i'm gonna telll you this

about 3 months ago, i met this lad (boy) in form and he seemed really nice, but i;'m stupid in the head. anyway we got along well and atarted talking. soon we were like talking all the time untill he said 'i love you' this creeped me out ever so slightly. and when i thought about it that night i thought 'oh my god i love him too' which i then told him. we began dating and everything was alright until my friends found out. they drove a knife between us and now because of them we are seporated. i dont know why i let them get to me but i did for to me there opinions matter. now that i think back it wasnt there choice to force me to make therefore it is there fault i cry mysekf to sleep everynight,
i dont exactly understand why i like him i guess its just a gut feeling but soon i started to question the way he looked at me, more like im food than his girlfriend. we were drifting appart anyway but i think they pushed a little too far. when i ended it i cried all week after because we had something good going. i'm not normal and he was the only erson who could look at me without automatically thinking ' she belongs in a asylum' which i dont.
anyway the advice is dont let friends drive a wedge between you and someone you love. 

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